watching killing us softly. it's made me realize a lot of things.

no wonder we all hate our bodies. i am not longer fat, not even overweight, but i still feel huge. i don't even know. i'm a size 6 now and i still feel like it's not good enough. we really are encouraged to become a size 0, a nothing, to get rid of ourselves and to recede into our own bodies. dating forest was destructive. he was a sexist pig. dating john was one of the best things that could have happened to me after being brought down by forest for so long. i'll never ever date a sexist guy again. no way.

And although you're the only home I'll ever know
As if by Magic
Thoughts of you are gone