the way my body feels right now is that i am not hungry anymore - except for when i eat, i realize how hungry i am. i fucked up my digestive system by not eating enough for months. so now eating seems uncomfortable. it's funny, i always wished to just STOP being hungry and now that i am not longer hungry, I am scared. a few months ago i would have wept for joy at this idea, but now that it is here, i hate it. i just want to go on with my life like a normal person.
i hope the dr can fit me in T/R....
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