finally went to the dr-what a relief. diagnosis is unofficial but i am on 2 medicines and a specific diet to help my digestive system heal. baked potatoes is an item recommended, so i am not too upset about it-haha.

i think my biggest issue is just my stomach. i always wanted a flat stomach. my extra fat is stored there.... which is a health issue, by the way. i think i will just try to SLOWLY lose the rest of the weight there. at least i have lost a lot of it, which was hard. it was the LAST place i lost weight from. i honestly lost it form my breasts and ass before i lost it from my stomach.

it's hard to stop obsessing but i am determined.